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Chastity is not a physical restraint it is a mindset
Posted:Apr 12, 2022 4:03 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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So, sure chastity is a physical restraint, but it is so much more than that it changes your mind
Imagine a state where you desire something so much something you may never get again but desire so much
A state where you will do almost anything just for a chance to feel like or even close to what that felt like
So dressing has always been my thing my escape from reality my go to place, I can not lie this has taught me
So much about myself, and feelings I love the feeling of prostrate stimulation even more than a normal climax
Think I always knew that day I would have to submit to a guys desire, so I trained myself to receive anal and
When I did cheat, I would swallow my own as a punishment
But now because of chastity I struggle to act as normal and my new joy is anal when and if I get excited instead of
Getting hard and in chastity my clit does dribble making my panties damp
Chastity now drives me to the unattainable but the unattainable is so much more desirable so please keep me dressed
Even locked into feminine attire, and allow me to please and excite you and I will become your willing gurl the more
Frustrated I become the better lover I will become, I would like to make a statement about my sexuality so pump me
With oestrogen and just enjoy my developing my puffy boobs or go all the way and castrate me if that is what you are
Into my fate and development is in your hands
I know I have no right to request anything but bondage and light BDSM would be a plus and you expanding my limits
I have found that every time I expand my limits my excitement and enjoyment takes another level
So this is where I am at I am so frustrated to the point of distraction but as yet I have restrained myself from going all
The way, for me thus far its just meant toys so can you take me to another level will you keep me feminine and just enjoy
Me as such? looking forward to entering this new chapter in my life!
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Permanent is a thing
Posted:Apr 8, 2022 4:38 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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So if I’m honest I’m not sure my junk works anymore, but I’m happy and content in chastity love I need to sit to pee
In fact, it’s very humbling to have to sit to pee
I love the feeling of frustration in fact it’s taken over my life, to the point I no longer want to climax as normal in fact
When I do I struggle, given myself carpet burns trying, for me the feelings I get during anal are enough
So I seek a guy who is into a gurl, my first choice would be castration to show my commitment to this way of life but
I do understand this maybe a bit extreme for some ! but I need to prove to you I’m the real thing so maybe keep my
Clit locked and instead make me take Estrogen, my body will change and I can’t help developing boobs it going to
Be hard to explain that away. But Permanent is my thing I don’t judge you can still do your thing if you desire other
Lovers that’s cool please just allow me to watch,
Baby before I couldn’t I would swallow what I delivered to be ready for you, I so enjoy toys and how they make me
Feel, I would like to be forced into this, spit roast is a huge plus either in person or with a machine
Humiliation is a huge plus so make me serve drinks in underwear an watch your guests enjoy me I would love to serve
or more guys, feeling the anticipation of a mouthful looking into his eyes while accepting anal seems like a dream come true
Not so worried about my feelings I want to excite guys and have then do their thing to me not how I saw my life but its how
Ive changed not sure we are in control what like brings
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Firm believer a gurl should only be able to act as female
Posted:Apr 5, 2022 4:45 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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Best of both worlds I get it you get to climax as normal inside someone and also enjoy the joy of anal
I knew I was different from an early age dressing was my thing I love the escape from everyday
I dabbled in chastity, and this was my fate, in chastity I’m forced to pee sitting down this is very humbling
But I understand you can’t have both either your and want to penetrate or you’re a gurl and want
To get off via penetration
Chastity taught me to serve a guy as a gurl, I need to excite you and have you penetrate me to have any chance
Of a climax,
So when I was able I would swallow my own and anal has always been my the pleasure I can’t give
So I understand I’m not everyone’s dream date but if your into a sissy who can act and dress as female
Lets talk please, I’m into kinky so what are you into? I want my limits expended anything goes
If you want to keep me as a captive sissy slave I will do whatever you desire, want to lock me into outfits
And heels then please tell me where and when, my desire is serving as a gurl and getting off as female
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Didn’t know this would happen
Posted:Apr 1, 2022 5:02 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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So, I dabbled in chastity, and it took over my life for ever and I didn’t see in coming, chastity is frustration and frustration is desire
But not what you would expect, the longer you’re in chastity the more frustrated you become, with your main route of climax blocked
You seek other ways; the added plus is that anal stimulation or prostrate simulation is so desirable even without climax
Without climax my desire just grows and so it goes on, the more frustrated the more I will please you in anyway you please as I know
That my chance to ever climax again is to excite and delight you!!!
I started dressing at an early age just for my own pleasure for years this was enough my escape but then I dabbled in anal, and this was
Also, exciting and the more I played the more I enjoyed this
Then I dabbled in chastity and my world changed I knew what I was, and I know I needed help to reach my potential, and this is to become sissy
During with toys I can never even come close to a guy’s desire and always love what I encounter but this don’t come close to anything you
Desire and this excite me !!
Chastity makes me frustrated but also very into exploring my body like never before I want to be humiliated, I want to reman in chastity unless
You wish to frustrate me further or for cleaning
So if you’re a kinky guy willing to expand my limits while keeping me dressed as sissy please lets talk I understand I have a lot to learn but I have
So much to give also, expand my limits lock me into feminine attire and just enjoy me as a sissy slave
If your into me then please can we talk about removing my desire it seems like this is my next step I know it’s a huge simple things like having
To pee sitting down is a huge plus with chastity but frustration drives me, I’m not going to judge if you bring home other lovers sure just
Involve me please anything goes, lets just agree what first
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Right now I’m confused
Posted:Mar 30, 2022 4:18 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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Think its fair to say I discovered chastity quite by chance and the feelings associated with this desire and it’s got me excited
This does link very much into my own development, over the years I leaned how to swallow my own I’ve always enjoyed dressing
I get so much pleasure from anal play and I choose this over a normal climax, it is so much better it starts slowly but keeps giving
And if I’m frustrated enough I can still climax so its all good, frustration make me desire what you want I need to become your submissive
Gurl, an erect cock makes my mouth water, I what to kneel before you and work your cock in a frustrated state I will lick suck and slobber
All over your cock till you bless me with a climax within my mouth
I know what comes next and this excites me and should excite you also, during anal there is some resistance but once your in the fun starts
You will do your thing and to be fair it don’t matter if I don’t get what I desire because there is always the next time all that counts is that
You enjoy me and climax inside me.
I wont lie as feminine I feel very submissive so I have dabbled with castration and it’s painful but is something I would like to explore more
Can’t do this on my own so maybe this is something you would consider doing to me,
Restrain me and give me meds to reduce the pain and band me in just a few hours it will be over and I get to start a new life as sissy and you
Have the submissive gurl you desire, I’m into kinky so lock me into dressed, and heels tie me , invite friends to enjoy me
Lock me lock me to a wall via my arse spank me I can’t guess what makes you go north but whatever it is I will be there to you south
Just ask baby I know I can please you as your submissive
All I ask is that what you desire is agreed before I submit to you I so need a keen yet understanding alpha to teach me and guide me during
My transformation
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can't do this myself
Posted:Mar 29, 2022 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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So i'm happy with my lot i want to submit to a guys desire but i want to as feminine
so whatever way you do it painful comes to mind so i will accept being castrated but
you need to take and just get this done, so if you desire a submissive gurl
and want to form her into your love doll then please lets talk
chastity has ripped me of any kind of harness so having this removed isn't a huge deal
how will i cope after castration i just don't know but that's a me problem
this far frustration has served me well love frustration and how this makes me feel
so i guess i need to take a chance that frustration full time is what i really desire
but i guess once done i'm a sissy slut and i have to accept this too
so please just tell me what to expect so i understand my fate
kinky is a real plus so tell me what im accepting
i would love to be locked into feminine so dresses and heels
used by you and others if you like
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No comparison
Posted:Mar 28, 2022 4:39 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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You just can’t compare a guy climax to a sissy climax, back in the day there was testosterone there was harness and there was a climax and before I knew different that was fantastic
Now there is resistance at first but if the right spot is reached comes some kind of head rush but over time it just gets better and better
I choose sissy all day long the feelings are new but so exciting and I no longer want to be in of these feelings, I loved play but now I’m ready to accept my fate
Chastity has ripped me of hardness all that is left is sissy
Chastity made me desperate but also limp, I know its lame but I would give myself carpet burns trying to climax as , mins with my favourite toy and I was in that space!
During play I know what to expect I know what you expect and I accept my fate, I will smile and stick my tongue out and look into your eyes as you climax in my mouth
So I guess the next step for me is castration I also accept this isn’t something I can do for myself, so there is surgery and injections or banding I’ve tried banding myself and it’s painful
No form of castration is desirable but losing my testosterone is so the choice is yours
You choose how you render me sissy forever I’m sure your find great delight in rendering me sissy, how do I feel about this? Can’t say for sure but the lack of testosterone will further
Feminise me, what gurl don’t want puffy boobs and a guy behind her?
Not sure how my future will pan out but being used and kept as female is a huge plus if you plan to lock me into dresses and heels then I’m your gurl teach me what you like and I will
Become that gurl for you, I know my place
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Chastity ruined my life
Posted:Mar 27, 2022 5:07 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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But I don’t any regrets, I’ve made myself sore trying knock one out now I submit the humiliation of kneeling before a guy
And using my mouth please him, if I get excited, I do dribble from my clit so my panties may become damp
I enjoy being forced so the thought of having my hands around your waist handcuffed means I’m I’m not going any where and I
Lick suck and slobber all over your harness till you climax in my mouth
During penetration I will sissy climax but I will wiggle around because I need all my ducks in line climax for real hand , if I don’t know problem
next time or your kind enough finger me this point?
But is always next time frustration is my thing and makes me do degrading things get off so what do you desire? My dream is serve more
Than one this a machine inside me as I go down on you or you another idea ?
I love feeling full so fisting is your thing not sure I can accept this right now but we can work towards this I’ve accepted a beer can as part of my
, anything goes just ask chastity renders me sissy use me as sissy lock me into dresses and heels, if you want to take me to the next level then sure
I no use of my tackle remove my balls if you desire and even reduce my clit if this gets you going
I know just one thing I need humiliate myself I need accept anal for my enjoyment
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Girls can only get off via penetration
Posted:Mar 25, 2022 5:31 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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As a chastity gurl I’m much the same as such I seek an Alpha to use me as female
When I was able, I would unlock myself to clean me and would cheat but I punished myself
By swallowing what I delivered but before long I grew to enjoy it
So, what I’m looking for is an Alpha who will keep me locked and control me totally my
Frustration is your enjoyment, tie my arms behind my back and I will wake your beast and
Lick, suck and swallow the proceeds
When you recover, I will make you hard with my mouth again before you enjoy my back pussy
As a chastity gurl my real chance to climax comes from intercourse
While you enjoy my clit will leak per-cum when it comes to the main event gag me with my own
Panties as you do your thing
For me sissy is my way forward I can’t no longer act as a but I sill need to climax
An anal climax is to die for can you do this for me, can you make my toes curl and take me to
Places I’ve dreamed off
Anything goes I’m well into kinky please just ask if your thinking of removing my desire once
And for all then this is kinky and we should talk
Isn’t a guy alive who wouldn’t love a sissy with puffy boobs that are pieced with nipple rings
I could become your sissy slave, I want to be kept feminine lock me into dresses and heels
Use me as your own or share me I don’t mind
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Looking for a LTR
Posted:Mar 23, 2022 5:32 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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So you’re the kinky alpha male and me your willing submissive sissy slave I wear chastity and this has affected my ability to get or remain hard
During play I used to swallow my own so I’m ready and willing to swallow Daddy’s goo daily and I will swallow
I’m very much into kinky so would love to be kept in feminine full time for your enjoyment, I really enjoy restriction so bondage is a huge plus
As is being locked into dresses and heels,
I have saved myself for a Daddy I know I can deliver what you desire and I am very keen to enter into this life as I said kinky is a huge plus I understand
Humiliation is a huge part of this I need a Daddy who will want to expand my limits
Me being around shouldn’t cramp your style in fact have me serve drinks at your party dressed up, invite guys around and show me what alpha guys
Do maybe involve me, I know I’m new to this but I know what I like so two guys one each end would be a dream come true
I have saved myself for this moment not been short of offers but feel like I need to be true to myself and just commit to one guy so the ball is in your court
And my balls are in your hands I won’t object to you removing me desire for good
happy to relocate to become the Gurl of your dreams
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Not proud of what I have become
Posted:Mar 21, 2022 5:45 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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I dabbled with chastity and this was my downfall this and my love of dressing made me a sissy
Chastity rendered me limp and chastity made me desire a female life
I used to punish myself by swallowing my own then when I lost my hardness I desire man goo so
Much
I know when I excite you I start your motor so once your excited your motor is running there is
No stopping you a BJ turns into sex and I can’t wait to swap toys for the real thing I can’t do for
Myself what you can deliver myself
I’ve saved myself for my guy as I’ve used toys, frustration makes me so desire this but im not
Tempted as no gurl forgets her first and my guy gets to use me first !
kinky is a real plus make me wear underwear and lock me into dresses and heels and use me as your sex doll
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My Guy
Posted:Mar 20, 2022 6:04 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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My guy will just use me as feminine
My guy will demand I remain in feminine full time
My guy will want to lock me into dresses and heels
My guy will want to expand my limits
My guy will tie me
My guy will humiliate me all the time
My guy is into BDSM
My guy wants to share me with others
My guy wants to brand me as his own
My guy wants to feed me hormones to further feminise me
My guys wants to remove my desire once and for all
My guy wants a lot but I’m ready to submit to my guy you need to be kinky
You need to know how to expand my limits and most of all you need to enjoy
My submission to your desire
So are you my guy? Chastity taught me a new way of life that isn’t all about me
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Into flat chested Gurls or Gurls with puffy boobs?
Posted:Mar 18, 2022 5:21 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 8:36 am
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I do have small boobs, but my hormones interfere with the hormones I take so breast development is very slow to say the least
I do have both nipples pierced
I wear chastity I love feeling frustrated the more frustrated I feel the more feminine I feel
So, I’ve aways enjoyed dressing but this was very much for myself but I kept experimenting and discovered chastity and life changed
Over the years I’ve tucked at night somehow wishing overnight I would change into a gurl knowing I wouldn’t but wishing it all the same
Who knew playing with chastity would realise my wish?
I’ve known for years which way I was going so I learned to enjoy anal and when I was able as a punishment for cheating I would swallow my own
But chastity has finally ripped me of a normal climax, don’t get me wrong I’ve made myself sore trying to climax as normal
So I guess you need to be careful what you wish for, I should be devastated but I’m not I’m excited to encounter the next steps
One thing I thought was important was being pure for my lover so I’ve not been tempted by a quickie I want more I accept what I have become and
I need a guy to use me as female in return keep me frustrated and teach me how to please you
I just feel like I have passed the point of no return I can’t no longer act as a male and my fate is now feminine so this said I would love for a guy to use
Me as feminine and sissy I accept my fate, I would love to feel used and locked so if youre into a submissive gurl please lets talk I love the thought of being locked
Into feminine dresses and heals, bondage is also a real plus, I know this isn’t for everyone but if I excite you im for real I’m happy to relocate for you
If you want to feminise me further I won’t object
I’m a novice so teach me what you desire I understand so parts won’t be enjoyable but I’ve got this far alone I expect some changes if your into removing
Any desire once and for all I wont complain
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